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May 20, 2011

:: Sendiri PIKIR!!


Untuk Tatapan Para Suami

Ada aku peduli isteri dan anak-anakku sudah makan atau belum...
Ada aku peduli jika isteriku tak sempat makan kerana sibuk melayan anak-anak....
Ada aku peduli jika isteriku masih di dapur menyediakan keperluan pagi esok ketika aku sedang berdengkur...
Ada aku peduli siapa yang membelikan sabun mandi, ubat gigi dan meletakkannya di dalam bilik aku bersiram....
Ada aku peduli dah berapa lama isteri aku begitu setia menggosok kain bajuku...
Ada aku peduli bagaimana layanan yg isteriku dambakan dari aku seorang suami...
Ada aku peduli apa perasaan isteriku bila aku pulang ke rumah dengan wajah kusam dan masam....
Ada aku peduli adakah wang yang masih bersisa utk isteri dan anakku ketika aku hendak kepergian....
Ada aku peduli apa perasaan isteriku bila aku tidak pernah menelefonnya ketika aku bertugas di luar.....
Ada aku peduli berapa harga gincu jika isteriku ingin memerahkan bibir yang pudar ditelan masa....
Ada aku peduli bilakah kali terakhir aku menghadiahkan minyak wangi kepada isteriku...
Ada aku peduli bila kali terakhir aku membelikan pakaian utk wanita yg rela menjadi isteriku...menjadi ibu anak-anakku...
Ada aku peduli kenapa isteriku terlelap bersama linangan airmata....
Ada aku peduli jika isteriku terjaga di tengah malam kerana dengkurku......dan aku terus nyenyak tidur dibuai mimpi indah seorang lelaki....

Tiba-tiba aku MENJADI PEDULI dan MENGAMBIL PEDULI

Ketika telefon isteriku berdering di malam hari...
Ketika isteriku mula belajar ber'sms'..dan berchatting...
Ketika isteriku kembali berhias seperti ketika aku mula jatuh hati padanya...
Ketika isteriku sanggup tidak makan malam kerana mahu menjaga badan
Ketika isteriku tidak meminta lagi aku menjadi imamnya....
Ketika isteriku memilih tidur bersama anak-anakku.....
Ketika dia tidak lagi mencium tanganku ketika aku hendak pergi...

Kini, aku baru ingin bertanya kenapa isteriku dah tak peduli padaku?

P/s : Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna baik suami ataupun isteri. Jangan mengharap dilayan seperti raja jika kita tidak pernah menganggap isteri itu permaisuri hati kita. Jangan diharap bunga yang indah jika kita tidak pernah membajanya. Dan selalulah ingat, bila hati seorang wanita telah retak, dia boleh menjadi lebih keras daripada seorang lelaki.

~ by Ukhty Norhidayu Abdullah. 

tq ye pd sape2 yg tulis ni. i ambik dr wall my friend. :)

xoxo

September 1, 2010

:: Jangan Kahwini Wanita Ini ::







Dicatat oleh Imam Al-Ghazali

Jangan engkau kahwini wanita yang enam iaitu wanita yang Ananah, yang Mananah, dan yang Hananah, dan jangan engkau kahwini yang Hadaqah, yang Baraqah dan yang Syadaqah."

Wanita Ananah :
Banyak mengeluh & mengadu dan tiap saat memperalatkan sakit atau buat-buat sakit.

Wanita Mananah :
Suka membangkit-bangkit terhadap suami. Wanita ini sering menyatakan, "Aku membuat itu keranamu."

Wanita Hananah :
Menyatakan kasih sayangnya kepada suaminya yang lain, yang dikahwininya sebelum ini atau kepada anaknya dari suami yang lain.

Wanita Hadaqah :
Melemparkan pandangan dan matanya pada tiap sesuatu, lalu menyatakan keinginannya untuk memiliki barang itu dan memaksa suaminya untuk membelinya.

Wanita Baraqah :
Ada 2 makna, pertama yang sepanjang hari mengilatkan dan menghias mukanya, kedua dia marah ketika makan dan tidak mahu makan kecuali sendirian dan diasingkan bahagiannya.

Wanita Syadaqah:
Banyak cakap tidak menentu lagi bising.


:: terbaca ni at my friend wall. terkasima sekejap. Adakah saya tergolong dia antara mereka?? Nauzubillah :: 

July 27, 2010

:: Tea Party ::

About ...
Formal tea parties are often characterized by the use of prestige utensils, such as bone china or silver. The table, whatever its size or cost, is made to look its prettiest, with cloth napkins and matching cups and plates. In addition to tea, larger parties may provide punch, or in cold weather, hot chocolate. The tea is accompanied by a variety of easily managed foods: thin sandwiches, such as cucumber or tomato, cake slices, buns or rolls, and cookies are all common.
from Wiki
But now dah modern..so tak semestinye tea party je..kena pakai utensil yang mahal2. Simple plate and deco will do. Me cam teringin nak having 1. But just 4 the ladies. hehehe Ni semua, gara2 tengok resepi hari tu. Lagi pun...if ade this kind of social activity...boleh lah bertukar2 pendapat and share some story. Its fun kan. But bile tu tak sure lah pulak. Ni dah nak Ramadan. Insyah'Allah..if tak de ape2..ingat nak buat berbuka..like tahun2 sebelum nya. So pastu Syawal pulak. errrmmm..kena tunggu hujung tahun lah ekk. Coz if every month ade invitation pun..org cam pening..asyik rumah yang sama je..hehehe Plan cam nak buat..simple 1...like small tart..sandwich..small muffin...small chocolate may be. Some cold or hot tea... errrmm..cam best je. Sambil bergossip..ceh....hahaha :-) Coz some of my friend..memang sangat lama tak jumpe..so hopefully if buat bende2 cam ni..boleh lah bertanya khabar. Nak tunggu orang invite tah bile agaknye..iyelah semua nye bz memanjang. So memang kena ade sorang yang rajin nak "mengHOSTkan" benda2 cam ni. And me...really love that... :-)
pic from Google ok lah...nak tidur kan Aiden jap. ish budak ni..hilang pulak idea me nak berblogging. hehehe daaaa.... xoxo

July 26, 2010

:: Aper? ::

Pernah dengar site " Aper? ". If tak..tak pe...gi click kat sini...
Ni macam Facebook...but made from Malaysia. Tak reti nak citer bebanyak..takut silap citer lak. If sapa yang nak try layan2..tengok best ke tak...sile2 lah. xoxo

July 23, 2010

:: Language ::

errmmmm...cam ne nak start ekk. Cakap pasal language ni..everybody have their opinion kan. But bukan nak citer yang heavy2 pun. Just what i been through je. I just sangat tidak senang with..someone yang i tak kenal start with the conversation with " AKU" or " KAU". Sangat tak selesa and for me that is rude. Sikit lah. U don't know me...but u boleh mulakan ayat with that..OMG. Atau kawan2 yang sudah lama..tak jumpe..and mase sekolah dulu tak rapat pun..so when meet balik..use that kinds of word to ask..." EH KAU PE KHABAR EKK?" ...i cam OK...but..whatever lah kan.
kenapa tak start dengan..eh u ke..eh awak ke..or just call nama org tu. salah ke. Like u know me like forever nak "BERKAU AKU" ni kan. errmmm. Sometime sangat kekok with this kind of things. But nak buat cam ne. For some cam ok je. Yang dah biasa tu..lain lah kan. Entah ekk...ini apa yang i rasa. Jangan pulak tetiba je ade yang ber " I " "U"..kat me lak lepas ni...gara2 terbaca..hahaha Just my opinion.
With my family ke..my close friend ke yang memang rapat since dulu..ok je. I also use that panggilan. But yang baru2 kenal ni...or yang tak pernah tengok muka pun..sesekali bertegur di FB or comment...menggunakan itu bahasa. i cam errrmmmm.....OK Tak kisahlah anda tua or muda...tapi lebih sopan and hormat if gunakan..bahasa yang sedap di dengar. But bile dah kenal lama tu..lain lah citer. errrmmm. Bnyak sangt kan errmmm..nye kat sini.. hehehe Ade tu..dulu mase kecik boleh je called me "kakak"...but lah ni dah keje dah ade degree..tetiba lak bile bertahun tak jumpe me...PANGGIL " EH KAU, ANAK DAH BERAPA EKK? BUAT APE SEKARANG. KAU BALIK NGAN SAPA NI?" Me cam..ALAMAK!!. Ape ni. She abit young from me...but i don't know. May be she think i 1 of her friend..which is not....hehehe. Kalau tak nak panggil "KAKAK" pun panggil je lah nama ke..as i said...yang nice lah. Yang bile orang lain dengar tak TERKEZUTTTTT...... :-) Entah lah...hopefully tak de yang meluat baca i nye entry kali ni dah. hehehe. Mene lah tau kot2 kan. Rasa nak muntah ke ape. hahaha Or ade ke orang yang sependapat with me.? ermmmm..... !!! Sendiri jawab lah ek...
daaa...xoxo

June 17, 2010

:: Recycle ::

at Jusco AU2 Setiawangsa...
dalam bershopping tu ternampak ini....
all from recycle paper....
so cute kan....
he amaze with this 1...he said this is the city...
Wish Tree.....voice from the little one...about saving our planet ...
do u care? ....if yes start from home...start from simple n small thing that u always do. make the kids involve....they will love it... no plastic bag...only green bag..... recycle.... teach our kids to do so... love the tree.... no tissue...use only cloths... and so on.... let us save the earth...4 tomorrow generation ...yeahhhh !! xoxo

May 27, 2010

:: Long Weekend ::

Dah Thursday rupa nye ye. i think its Wednesday lagi. Sekejap nye masa berlalu. Dah nak masuk bulan June pun kan...pastu July...yeahhhh...... hehehehe Cuti panjang kan this weekend...sempena Wesak Day. But tak plan gi mane2 pun. mesti semua orang berjalan kan..so semua tempat penuh. Tapi cam nak get away jugak...but not the whole weekend. Ada wedding and cukur jambul this weekend. Tak sabar nak gi. Jumpe my "adik" yang dah lama tak jumpe. Dah berapa tahun ekk tak jumpe minah tu...hummmm..since sekolah kot. Alhamdulillah ...kawin jugak ekk...Congrat2.... :-) Pastu ade cukur jambul lak...at Aryssa's. yeah... :-) Itu lah short plan tuk this weekend. Hopefully semua berjalan lancar ekk.... To all yang balik kampung drive safely. And jangan malas tuk mula keje on Monday...ke sambung lagi cuti....hahahaha ok lah...to all have a great weekend..... XOXO

May 18, 2010

:: ....... ::

hummm...hum....
tak tau nak masak ape lah. Tadi dah masak mee goreng. Sangat sedap n kenyang. Tak prepare lagi tuk lunch. Cam tak de idea nak masak apa. May be ...cook yee mee or pasta. hummm....entah ekk. Hari2 makan nasi cam sangat boring.
Petang nanti kot baru ada idea. Ni cam still kenyang. Macam nak buat chocolate mousse pun ade jugak ni. rajin..ke tak ...rajin ke tak...??? ish..ish.... barang cam ade je.....tengok lah kalau rajin. focus lari lak...ni tgh pikir nak cook ape ekk tuk dinner. Kan best kalau ade chef.... Nak makan order je....wah.wah.....berangan je ekk.. Tapi kalau betul ade ...sangat bahagia...... huhuhuhuhuhuhuh Nak ade maid...yang sangat pandai mengemas.....ade chef..yang masak sedap2...ade masseur...yang boeh tolong massage kan..mane tau lenguh2 ke....wahwahwahwahwah ade chauffeur ...boleh je nak gi sana sini...ceh..ceh..ceh......fokus lari lagi ni.... itu sangat lah angan2 yang tak masuk akal kan....hahahahaahahahaha sudah2.......bahaya berangan..bnyk2 ni.... XOXO

May 15, 2010

:-)

Having this after a long day....aaaaahhhhhhhh really......nice!!! XOXO

May 13, 2010

:: Unconscious & Subconscious Mind ::

1) The term subconscious is used in many different contexts and has no single or precise definition. This greatly limits its significance as a meaning-bearing concept, and in consequence the word tends to be avoided in academic and scientific settings. read more...click here
2 ) The unconscious mind is a term coined by the 18th century German philosophy romantic philosopher Sir Christopher Riegel and later introduced into English by the poet and essayist Samuel Taylor Coleridge.[1] The unconscious mind might be defined as that part of the mind which gives rise to a collection of mental phenomena that manifest in a person's mind but which the person is not aware of at the time of their occurrence. These phenomena include unconscious feelings, unconscious or automatic skills, unnoticed perceptions, unconscious thoughts, unconscious habits and automatic reactions, complexes, hidden phobias and concealed desires. read more...click here

Unconscious

The unconscious is where most of the work of the mind gets done; it's the repository of automatic skills (riding a bike), the source of intuition and dreams, the engine of much information processing. Fleeting perceptions register on the unconscious mind long before we may be aware of them.

The unconscious mind is not some black hole of unacceptable impulses waiting to trip you up, but it can be the source of hidden beliefs, fears, and attitudes that interfere with everyday life. Most forms of psychotherapy aim to bring into conscious awareness many of these hidden hindrances, so that we can examine them and choose how to deal with them.

4 ) The conscious mind is only aware of 7 + or – bits of information at a time.

The unconscious mind is aware of everything else.

The conscious mind is sequential. It likes logical order.

The unconscious mind processes simultaneously. It multitasks.

The conscious mind is logical. It likes things to make sense – have a reason.

The unconscious mind is intuitive and can make associations of information easily.

click here for more

May 4, 2010

:: Sunday ::

Last sunday me balik Kampung jap.Balik hari lah...tetiba lak my mom kaki dia sakit. Tak leh jalan. My bro yang call. Pastu balik lah...coz mom terus masuk emergency. Alhamdulillah...tak de yang serius. Ni tengah tunggu doctor nye result from the x-ray. Hopefully everything will be fine..AMIN
But bukan itu yang me nak share actually...but this stupid and rude people. Tak paham lah ...kenapa ade orang yang macam ni..but actually memang bnyk kan on the road. Geram2. Ikut suka hati mak tiri nenek dia je..nak menyelit. That is so RUDE to me.
Nampak kete tu..sempat me ambik gambar...coz geram sangat. Mula2 dia nak menyelit kat tepi kete kita org. Nak menyelit pun tengok lah kan...ni kete banyak ..pastu mase tu kete kita org laju..and sebelah tu ade bus...ish..ish. geram lah . Pastu..semua kete dia nak selit. BODOH kan. Dia..drive laju2..pastu break...pastu masuk lane kiri..pastu potong semua org..cucuk2... ek eleh...apa masalah lah. Memang so RUDE lah. I don't care what car u drive..or from where. But when u on the road...please be aware....or dalam kata lain.."JANGAN KURANG AJAR". Serius geram...wah..dah macam me lak yang drive kan. Hubby me memang tak bagi muka lah dengan org yang cam tu. So...please lah...nak laju pun tengok2 lah..jgn sombong. ish..ish... Itu citer atas jalan...ni citer bile dah sampai Malacca..hihihi Ramai ekk...org on Sunday tu...dah macam cuti panjang lak. Banyak lah kete...adoiii Lepas je dah melawat my mom..kita org gi makan jap..tak jauh dekat2 situ je. Ni kat area kampung Morten ...ade food court.
Makan Asam Pedas Ikan Pari and me makan Nasi Goreng Pardprik. Ok lah asam pedas. Ada Ayam goreng 2 ketul...sambal tempe...semua sekali Rm 22.00 Air Laici 2..orange 1. Ok kan....kenyang sangat.
Lepas je selesai urusan kat Malacca...kita orang balik malam tu jugak. Hubby me keje. Sampai Kl around 11 plus. Memang sangat banyak kete..macam cuti panjang lah. Adoiii....itu pun ikut jalan lain..kalau tak entah kul brp tah sampai. Ish..ish... Pastu me tak dapat tengok AIM..huk..huk..benci!! : ( XOXO

March 21, 2010

Karma....

Percaya tak?? bagi me.... I believe. I believe that when u buat something yg baik atau kurang baik...u have to pay for it. And some kite tengok je bende tu baik...buat actually its bad for certain person. Dalam erti kata lain...buat baik dibalas baik..buat jahat dibalas jahat. Banyak example yang me tengok around me. Sometime bende tu kecik je...as kite borak...about how this guy treat his wife. But at the end org yg cakap tu yg mengalami kurang lebih dari org yg dia kata. Funny kan. Ya...but that the truth. Here a some of about Karma, yang me google. Just for knowledge.

Karma is one of the most important concepts in Buddhism. Karma is an imprint in one's Mind. When one performs a good deed out of good intentions, the good intentions come from the Mind. Having done that good deed, the residues of these intentions stay in one's Mind as "imprints", and that is "good karma". The opposite goes for evil deeds (or what the Buddha would call "unwholesome deeds") done out of greed, hatred etc.

A person's karma affects a person in 2 ways. The first is his disposition. If a person is an angry one, performing many deeds with anger, his mind will be imprinted with experiences and intentions of anger. Because of this imprint, in a similar situation, he would be more likely to feel angry. In a sense, the imprint creates and reinforces a sort of mental habit that causes a person's mind to react in a certain pre-disposed way.

http://www.serve.com/cmtan/buddhism/karma.html

The Natural Law

The theory of karma harps on the Newtonian principle that every action produces an equal and opposite reaction. Every time we think or do something, we create a cause, which in time will bear its corresponding effects. And this cyclical cause and effect generates the concepts of samsara (or the world) and birth and reincarnation. It is the personality of a human being or the jivatman - with its positive and negative actions - that causes karma. Every person is responsible for his or her acts and thoughts, so each person's karma is entirely his or her own. Occidentals see the operation of karma as fatalistic. But that is far from true since it is in the hands of an individual to shape his own future by schooling his present.

http://hinduism.about.com/od/basics/a/karma.htm

Karma and Vipaka

Karma is action, and Vipaka, fruit or result, is its reaction.

Just as every object is accompanied by a shadow, even so every volitional activity is inevitably accompanied by its due effect. Karma is like potential seed: Vipaka could be likened to the fruit arising from the tree – the effect or result. Anisamsa and Adinaya are the leaves, flowers and so forth that correspond to external differences such as health, sickness and poverty – these are inevitable consequences, which happen at the same time. Strictly speaking, both Karma and Vipaka pertain to the mind.

http://www.buddhanet.net/e-learning/karma.htm

Here is the test that I took. U can try it too....
TrueLifeKarma.com - Online Karma Test Click Here!
love, Your Karmic Alignment is: Optimistic! Optimistic
Score: 10 In general, you tend to create poitive actions. You have a caring personality which gives you positive Karma. Every now and then you slip up and harvest negative Karma. But, all in all, you follow lines similar to the Monks on their way to enlightenment.

March 10, 2010

Girl Talk ....

Having conversation with my friend. She is expecting. Biasalah kan...citer about the experience. hahaha She afraid what to expect. But happy indeed. Me...try to give all the experience as i can. Even..i have 2 kids.....but i still don't know how to explain..how "SAKIT" it is. hahaha. Memang tak leh. Orang2 yang melalui je boleh rasa and tahu cam ne rasa nye. KAN ??. so..kena rasa lah Rasa sakit masing2 lain. Experience pun tak sama. Ada yang sakit sangat dari pecah air ketuban tu sampai lah di jahit. But some...sakit...but sekejap je. For some boleh je preggy 10 kali...but bile nak teran atau jahit tu..alamak...tak sanggup rasa nye...hihihi. Lebih2 lagi bile time confiment...adoiii...lagi lah tak larat. Bukan apa...tak tahan tahap kepanasan yang di alami. Iyelah dengan food nye..baju yang tebal n sock lah. Segala bagai. But itu semua ada lah untuk hari tua. Sangat berguna. Jadi perempuan ni ...memang kena ade extra care. And buat kite awet muda.....hahaha. Iyelah tengok je my mom and my grandmother. Very the muda and strong. Sebab nye...makan ubat2 herba masa confiment. Nasib baik i masa confiment ..memang jaga...if tak memang kena jerit lah. huhuhu
Tapi kan...bile borak2 ngan dia tadi. Bile balik ni tetiba lak teringat. Mase kite preggy kan Ashaff dulu. I have no body. Mean...i don't have friend yang tell me how the experience ? How sakit it will be.? How the feeling will u fell.? What to expect. ? No....I don't have that conversation with my girlfriend. My sister..c-section..my in law pun sama..my sister in law ..tu normal but dia jauh. so..its on me. I only have book. May be ...coz i kat kl...still new, my friend semua kat Malacca. Office mate ..boys....tak de nak share2 ni . Yang..i ingat my friend ade citer about dia nye experience mase tu i tak kawin lagi....so itu je lah yg ingat,
So, at that time..book lah my friend and magazine... And bile tengok balik...not bad. But when preggy kan Aiden..i read a lot..plus all the experience yang i gain when the first time..and my friends yang i dapat contact balik. Itu yg best kot. Dapat campur2 kan all the experience yang ade. Make me strong and prepare. And my hubby yang sangat membantu. Very understanding. Tq dear!! XOXO To all mother to be. Memang penat dengar org nye experience. Some time u boleh pening coz banyak sangat. hahaha I know :-) . But tak salah dengar and baca...and if lagi berani tengok Video about delivery. I did that. hahaha But mute mode ok. When u have that moment ...sharing with ur fiends..u will know and aware what to expect. May be its will freak u a bit. But u will be fine...u know u will. Its just the beginning. There's a lot of new experience u will gain...when the baby arrived. GOOD LUCK!!

March 9, 2010

Cartoons

This is some of the cartoons that Ashaff like...and mama approved. hihihi Sapa kata cartoon ni tak bagus.?? Tak boleh bagi budak2 tengok cartoon selalu...nanti tak berkembang minda? sapa kata?? Tak semua cerita kat tv tu tak bagus lah. For example..this kind of cartoon. Very good for children. Ashaff learn English mostly from these cartoon. And sometime dia suka tanye..what this..and that. So, kena explain lah..and some kena betul kan sentences or Grammer dia. But so far..ok je. Tengok tv...bagus atau tidak depends on kita gak...if u on kan tv..but citer entah ape2..tak guna gak. At least dia tengok..and can gain some education for them. For me that should be ok. Yang penting they have fun. Word World.

The concept behind Word World is that the characters' bodies are shaped in the form of letters that spell their name. The Word Friends get into many shenanigans and their problem can only be resolved by using letters to spell a certain word that will resolve the issue. The Word Friends spell the word letter by letter, sound by sound. Magically, the word comes alive into the shape of the needed object.

Toddlers will undoubtedly be captivated by the delightful characters, the interactive nature of the show, and the familiar music. Program creators state that the goal of the show is to "fascinate children with words and to inspire a love of words and reading." This educational cartoon should please parents who are concerned about the quality of television programming.

Special Agent OSO Sean Astin is Special Agent Oso, a fuzzy, lovable, bumbling special agent-in-training who enlists the help of viewers at home to complete his assignments. Paying homage to special agent classics, the series follows Oso, a stuffed panda bear who works for U.N.I.Q.U.E. (United Network for Investigating Quite Usual Events), an international organization of endearing stuffed animals charged with helping kids accomplish everyday tasks such as cleaning their room, brushing their teeth and learning how to use the library. U can read more at this site ( source from : Sean Astin ) Animal Mechanicals

Animal Mechanicals is a children’s television show produced by Halifax Film, a DHX Media Company, in association with CBC Television. Animal Mechanicals is an action/adventure series for preschoolers that combines the excitement of monster truck rallies with the fantastic world of mythical animals on cool quests.

Animal Mechanicals Rex, Unicorn, Komodo, Sasquatch and Mouse, live and play in a place unlike any other: a colorful “snap-together-take-apart” world which can also transform, just like them. Things are always popping up, changing shape and most of all presenting challenges to the Animal Mechanicals. In each adventure the Animal Mechanicals get their new mission from Island Owl who displays simple pictogram images on her ‘screen-face.’ Each adventure has a variety of small challenges to overcome on the road to “Mission Accomplished.” The challenges vary requiring the Animal Mechanicals to use their wide array of unique transformed “Mechana” abilities. The Animal Mechanicals (and the audience) must decide who should face each challenge.

( source from : islandowl.com ) Jungle Junction The show teaches children to care about the environment while developing their pre-literacy skills. The main characters on the show are Zooter, an energetic pink pig scooter; Ellyvan, a cross between an elephant and a van; and the Beetlebugs, the playful kids of the jungle who are always eager to learn. (source from : Paren Thots )

February 20, 2010

Me..today..

Hari ni tak keluar agaknye. Spent time kat umah je. Sungguh penat if,,keluar..kena siap kan budak2 ni lah...very tired. And kat luar is super hot. Today bangun sedikit lambat..coz semalam tak leh tidur. Tak suka if itu terjadi. Tak suka if tak cukup tidur..itu akan memenatkan badan ini. Benci..benci.
Bangun je..kemaskan my boys. Hubby keluar jap gi Tesco..beli barang skit he bring Ashaff. Me..malas nak ikut. Hari ni masak pun simple ..sayur lodeh je..semalam nye sambal ikan tenggiri ade lagi..so jgn membazir.Sometime takde idea nak masak. Malas pun ade. Petang nanti rase cam nak masak ayam lak..but tak tau nak masak ape. Selalu if itu terjadi...i campak je semua spice..n create new resepi. hahaha. Baru jap selesai lunch with hubby. Best! Coz selalu makan alone..so today dapat makn ngan dia..really appreciate it.
Hari n rasa cam nak layan blog je...coz tadi nampak my friends outer blog dia..so nice. Motivation to me. thanx Bitt. But pic tak dapat yang i really want it. sign...:-( Tadi hubby n Ashaff keluar dia org beli donut..so hopefully ade lagi sampai petang..boleh buat tea je..sambil2 makan donut. Coz Ashaff is "Donut Monster" .
Ape lah i merapuh ni kan...semua citer tunggang tebalik. Mata cam tak leh buka lak tetiba...ngantuk. Adoiiyai...my boys tengah bz main toys sambil tengok tv. Aiden sejak dapat kaki ni..satu rumah dia merayau..sambil mulut bising dok jerit2..betul2 bising. Selalu nak ambik video dia berjalan..tapi tak dapat..coz dia tengok je camera..dia nak terkam...sabar je lah. I think that my story of today. Dah tak de idea..nak menceceh. So, how u all spent ur day...If possible share with me at comment box. TQ...Have a nice day.

February 9, 2010

hey..

Hai morning! me.. having coffee n toast. Fell like share my thought n feeling . Yesterday i feel down...i don't know why. But that is feeling...i hate when i feel that way. Its make me useless. Try to avoid that..by thinking my best moment. For me its normal.....having that feeling...happy..sad..crazy..cry.. its just nothing!!. Its will walk away...when u let them!! u have to let it go.!! Let it go..let it go.!! Trust yourself..that the key!!
I feel bless with my life. I'm happy with what i have. I don't have to compare my life with others. I love people around me. I appreciate all the moments we spent together. In live...we meet people who suck! Who make our live miserable.! Who make we hate others! Who make we appreciate our live more.!! That LIVE.....we meet and we meet. People come and go..but true friend stay to hold n be hold!! I only have a few..that i miss to talk ...n i can share my live with. They i can trust...they i can rely on..they be part of me!! That's me. How yours?? (source google image)

January 9, 2010

what a day......

Dalam melayan game ni ..terasa nak menulis lak...tapi ape ekk...hummmmm citer about hari aku lah. Biasalah kan..pagi2 lagi dah bangun...cuti ke tak..same je rutin aku. Bukan tak leh bangun lambat if waktu cuti2 ni. Hubby ku paham aku penat..but tak best lah kan....dia awal2 lagi dah bangun dok mengadap keje...cuti atau tak..sama je. Buat air sendiri....what a good hubby kan..hihihi.
Dia kata nak gi makan roti canai..dah lama tak mkn...but semua cam bergelumang atas katil lagi...so cam ne lah nak gi mkn. Dengan si kenit ni dok panjat sana..sini. So..last sekali mkn maggi je...huhuhu rajin sungguh aku kan. Lepas makan...dok tengok tv jap..sambil dia buat keje..my boys semua dah siap..but time tuk si tembam kecik tidur lak..so aku layan lah game..pastu kemas umah skit2. Dah tengah hari br kita org keluar..agenda nye nak cari car sit tuk aiden..so kita org drive gi sk...pastu singgah makan kat Mat Ayam Kampung. Perut semua giller lapar...so..no pic..sorry. Ok lah foods kat sini. Orang pun boleh tahan gak. Lepas makan gi South City Plaza kat sk...takde yg interesting sngt pun..bnyk kedai dah tutup.
Drive gi Alamanda...window shopping je..but si tembam besar dapat lak toy..ada je. Orang pun ramai gak..cuti kan..semua pun nak shopping. Dah penat, balik ...sampai umah around 7 plus. Kemas kan my boys...pastu masak. Aku cooked pasta je n salad..in 20 minit semua dah siap. Senang kan..nasib baik hubby ku tak cerewet..so far apa yang aku masak dia ok je. Dalam budak2 ni buat perangai itu ini..sempat gak lah buat semua benda. Ni baru je 2 adohyaii....pening sometime melayan kerenah budak2 ni, but bila tak de sunyi lak.
Ni Aiden dah tidur ..tinggal Ashaff je dok layan Bedtime story kat Astro entah yg keberapa kali..aku pun tak tau. If tak de kat tv..dia suruh buka cd..sampai boleh hafal..lepas ni org tu buat apa. Ish..ish...ish
Itu je lah kot...hr aku..sedikit sebnyak yg aku lalui today...spend time with my family...tired but fun.

December 31, 2009

GoodBye........2009

aiii..sekejap je..tahun 2009 nak melabuh kan tirai nya. Sekejap sangat rasa nya tahun ni kan. Banyak benda yag jadi dalam tahun ni. Ada yang sedih and ada yang happy. And for me kenangan yag paling best jadi tahun ni..ialah i deliver kan Aiden. That moment cam tak leh lupa kan. Best sangat. Ashaff pun makin besar dan paham apa tanggungjawab as a brother. Aku lak...terasa setiap tahun semakin dewasa dan matang . Nak cakap tua...belum terasa...huhuhu Dalam tahun ni gak aku dapat cari my schoolmate dalam FaceBook. Ramai actually. Semua nye yg memang satu kepala masa kat sekolah dulu. Best guys...dapat jumpa u all. Best sangat n really appreciate.
Dan bila cakap pasal tahun baru je...sibuk lah org tanya pasal azam. Hummmm....azam ekk...apa agaknye. Nak cakap azam sepenuh nye tak lah kot..but more to impian. Impian tuk tahun 2010. mmm.....I want to be a good mother to my boys. Nak my boys sihat semuanya. Want to be a good wife. Want to be close to my friends, to be good listener. Have a lot of fun with my family.Hope that Malaysia aman dan makmur. Be 1 Malaysia. Hope that ramai org lagi yg aware about earth...n start to use green bag. Even..benda tu simple je n contribution dia skit ...but we have to start some where. Apa lagi ye...mmmmm. Impian atau azam tu tak menjadi persoalan. Yang penting kita tahu apa yang kita nak dalam hidup ni. Azam atau impian itu hanye lah guideline tuk kite teruskan hidup n make sure that we have purpose in life. Terlaksana atau tidak..itu perkara kedua. But if ia tercapai..kita akan bangga dengan apa yang kite telah lakukan. If u all ada azam or impian...laksanakan dengan besungguh. Bagi yang tak de tu...its ok...bila kite belajar menerima apa dan bagaimana...selalunye ia akan datang dengan sendirinya. So...open your mind n heart. I just want to wish Happy New Year to all. Hope that this 2010 will be a good year for all of us. MAY GOD BLESS.......AMIN

October 15, 2009

Suka hati aku.......

Kawan...tak kira lah lama atau baru. Tak kisah lah ramai atau sikit. Tapi siapa yang stood by us.?? Itu yang susah nak cari. Kawan yang paham erti persahabatan. Kawan yang susah senang dengan kita. Yang kawan macam SIOT ni memang ramai. Yang sibuk dok compare..apa yang kita pakai..hubby kite keje apa...happy ke life diaorg tu??? Tapi nak buat cam ne...orang2 cam ni lah yang BERLAMBAK kat dunia ni. Yang baik ngan orang coz ada hidden agenda pun ada gak. Baik bermusim...bila kite di perlukan....muka dia lah hari2 dok tengok. Sms dari dia lah dok bunyi kejap2. But bile kite ni tak cukup bagus tuk dia...jangan cakap batang hidung...bau pun tak da. Orang yang selalu layan people like a piece of cloth. Yang rasa diri tu bagus pun ada...dok complain yang ini tak bagus...yang ni tak ok..yang ni tak boleh pakai. Jangan beli yang ni...etc..etc...BIARLAH...org tu nak buat apa pun. Macam lah life dia tu BAGUS sangat.!!!!
Bila bercakap pasal kawan ni, kita sebagai kawan.....ada kah kita ni tergolong orang2 cam tu?? Adakah kita layan kawan2 kita sebaik yang mereka layan kita??? Adakah kita sibuk atau kepoh hal2 kawan2 kita?? Adakah kita ni cukup caring about kawan2 kite nya problem???
Sendiri tanye sendiri jawab lah ye....you know who u are. U tau sapa kawan2 u. U tau ada kah u layak tuk berkawan dengan kawan2 ini...atau adakah u memang kawan2 yang sedemikian??? Atau adakah aku si penulis ini yang sedemikian??????
Adakah orang2 yang terasa?? Kalau ada bagus lah. tapi cukup ke hanya dengan terasa je??????
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