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i look but I'M not seeing....i hear but I'M not listen...i say but I'M not talking.

I'm tired of being FOOL. I'm tired of being SINGLE. I'm tired of being USE. I'm tired of being KIND. I'm tired of being in the MARRIAGE. I'm tired of being NICE. I'm tired of TRYING. I'm tired of being SCARED. I'm tired of being CONFUSE. I'm tired TO BE WITH U. I'm tired of saying YES.I'm tired of saying everything will be FINE. I'm tried of being ME. Desperate to have LOVE. Desperate to have a FAMILY. Desperate to LIVE. Desperate to have someone to HOLD. Desperate to have someone to TALK. Desperate to have a JOY in LIFE. Desperate to know U. Desperate to KNOW WHO AM I. Its easier to talk to yourself. Its easier to lie than say the truth. Its easier to love but not to live. Its easier to say sorry than mean it. -from someone that lost hope-